Friday, October 29, 2010

All Hallow's Eve...

Been decorating for the party tomorrow for hours now... Tired... Too tired to write anything more... Nite!

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Guitar Rock...

So, Im sitting here listening to my guitar rock cd and cat scratch fever is on... I have never REALLY paid close attention to the lyrics... 'Well, I make a pussy purr with the stroke of my hand'... Really? Are you shitting me? Nice lyrics!

Saturday, October 23, 2010

F'ing Ouch!

You know that point on the bone of the top of your foot that sticks up the highest? It hurts like a m*ther f*cker when you drop a full 2 liter bottle of soda top first on it!

Just thought I would share my pain...

Will post another blog later... Got a LOT on my mind!

Friday, October 22, 2010

Life Changes!

So, I am making some DRASTIC life changes... I've gone back to being pescatarian (vegetarian who eats fish)... I'm cutting back on drinking... I'm working out (low intensity for the next few weeks, then P90X) and trying to quit smoking... I want to make sure I am doing everything I can to stay on this earth in ethereal form for as long as I can! Plus, I've noticed from the past few events I've photographed, squatting, tip-toeing, bending and reaching is killing me! I blew my knee out for 3 days after India Fest! Ack! It sucked! So here's to hoping I succeed! 

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Technology Rocks!

So, my son's phone was stolen 3 days ago... Sprint has this wonderful Family Locator app... It has some quirks but... Via this app, I managed to lead the police to the EXACT HOUSE the phone was in... I asked to speak to the kid who stole the phone, the convo included some interesting things:


I am Kitty, the mother of the boy you stole this phone from. I want to make sure you understand something. Karma will always find you. I have a chance here to help you make a change in your life. I can send you to jail or I can give you another chance. *Sergeant: She holds your life in her hands son!* I'm willing to give you a second chance if I feel you have learned your lesson from this. Do you feel you have? *Child: Nobs head* *Sergeant: She can't hear your head rattle boy!* *Child: Yes* *Child's Mother: Yes, Ma'am!* *Child: Yes Ma'am* You need to understand something here kid, I want to put you in jail but something is telling me to give you another chance. You're mother is ashamed of you right now, she is crying because she is so disappointed in you. You only get one mother in life, don't EVER put her through this pain again. She loves you but right now, she has no pride in you at all. Do you understand that? *Child: Yes Ma'am (quietly)* *Sergeant: Speak up, act like a man and speak like one, if I can't hear you, she can't either!* (By the way, I love this sergeant at this point). I expect a full apology for stealing the phone and for the messages you sent to me when I tried to get you to turn it in. *Sergeant: You better apologize boy, you heard the lady. She can have you in jail in minutes, you NEED to apologize!* *Child: I'm sorry (tears in his eyes) I'm sorry for...* *Sergeant: You need to speak up! She can't hear you and she controls your fate right now!* *Child: I'm sorry.* For? *Child: for stealing the phone and for sending you the rude messages.* I don't feel you meant the apology but, I will accept it. You need to think about your life right now. Sitting in the back of that cop car with hand cuffs on sucks doesn't it? *Child: Yes* Child's Mother: Yes, Ma'am!* *Child: Yes Ma'am.* You think that sucks, jail is hell boy. You are small and with the attitude you seem to have, you wouldn't last long. You'd get beat up constantly. You'd be alone and have no one with you. Does that sound like fun? *Child: No* *Child's Mom: No, Ma'am!* *Child: No Ma'am. (More tears). I'm giving you a chance, don't let your mother down, don't disappoint her again and don't make me regret it. But, if my son gets touched, hassled, harassed or picked on in anyway at school by you or your friends, I WILL press charges! *Sergeant: If ANYONE messes with him, you will go to jail. We will link you to it! If one of your friends decides to retaliate and jumps him, you better defend him, not your friend! If ANYTHING happens to him, YOU go to jail!* (By the way, I REALLY love this guy now) I'm going to give you a chance but remember, karma will find you. You do bad things, it catches up to you. The next person may not be so nice! 


There was more to the convo but that was the jist of it. The mother was in tears and apologized. I told her simply that when our kids do wrong, we blame ourselves to some extent but, HE made the choice to take the phone, not her. I, in no way, blame her. I only hope he learns his lesson.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Bloody Mary Thoughts...

 So, I've had a few... Dealing with some issues... But here are my thoughts so far today...

Life doesn't ever make things TRULY easy... Life is a whore... If it was a slut, it would be easy!
But, think about your choices before you make them, think about your battles before you fight them...
My child had taken on a HUGE responsibility, he proved this morning he couldn't handle it. Now, I have to dish out punishment. I hate that! I don't like being the bad guy but, I have to. Consequences have to be learned. I just hate being the one to put them into play. I'll write more later! C-Ya!

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Odd & Interesting Things You Notice...

On MySpace I have 1288 friends... I only ACTUALLY know about 300 of them...
On Facebook I have 121 friends... I know them all...


Some of my past posts on each have been very interesting!
Here are some from MySpace:


So, I know with my previous rantings you are expecting this to be some emotionally negative blog... Sorry to disappoint but this time I say love sucks because it makes it damn near impossible to write the kind of lyrics I need to write for our songs! It's like I know what I want to write and what I want to write about but when I start writing about those harsh experiences in my life, I start thinking about how lucky I am right now and how much I feel loved and am in love and it just fucks it all up! Grrrrrr! Sometimes love sucks for a different reason! This is one of those damn times! I think I need a sabbatical away from happiness just so I can write our fucking songs! WTF? How is it possible that the dark part of my heart has been folded up into an origami rainbow held by a cute little kitten? Anyone have an emotional shot-gun? I got a figurative kitten that needs it's head blown off! Never thought I would hate being happy! But, I wouldn't trade you for the world, my love!

Posted: Sunday, July 19, 2009



Ok, so here are some more thoughts that aren't really random because there is a reason for all of them...

Life is too short to waste any time caring about people who don't truly care about you... So the ones that do... Love them whole heartedly. You never know when they will be gone and the feeling of being loved and loving is better than any drug...

Tell those that you love and cherish exactly that... They may not know how you feel and you never know if you'll get another chance so do it daily...

Everyone in your life is there for a reason... Some will make you smile, some will make you cry, some will make you mad and some will tear you apart... Be greatful for all of them, your encounters with them make you who you are and some will make you see exactly how wonderful you are...

Watch those who love you closely, if you do it right, you'll start to see why they love you reflected in their eyes and you'll love yourself and them more for it...

Sometimes you have to feel pain to find joy... When you think your world is crashing down and you can't handle the pain, remember the last time you felt that way... The joy you found will be found again and each time it gets better...

Anger is a wasted emotion... All it does is tear you apart... Try laughing when someone makes you angry... It will scare the hell out of them and make you feel better...

Last but not least...

Live! Don't wait for life to happen, make it happen! Get up, do the things that make you happy, laugh at the things that make you laugh, cry at the things that make you cry... Own your feelings and you will be better for it...

Live Life! Love Life!
Kitty
Posted: Sunday, May 10, 2009


It's a choice you make... If you take the pill, you'll be happy, if you don't take it, you won't be. If you drink the bottle, you'll be happy, if you don't drink, you won't. If you kill him, you'll be happy, if you don't, you won't. Funny how it's all about choices...
Posted: Friday, July 6, 2007

A new year is upon me... I've decided to change things up this year... My only resolution is this: To care more about the things that matter and less about the things that don't...
In the coming year, you will notice a lot of differences in me... I no longer live for you or him or her or them... I live for me...
In the words of Steve-O, It's not about HIM, it's about ME!
Slap and Pickle Mother Fuckers!
Let the fun begin...
Check your sanity at the door cause it don't belong here...
-KK
Posted: Monday, January 1, 2007





Monday, October 18, 2010

First Blog...


So don't let the pic fool you... I'm a bit of a bitch but, I know inside and out I am beautiful because I do what I want, when I want, with who I want. Thing about this is: I want to live and love life! So I spend my time with my kids, as much as possible, with my amazing boyfriend, and taking amazing photos. I'm not conceited, but you can only hear how amazing you are so many times before you start to agree! It took years, I won't lie. I've done some bad things but, I've done some wonderful things! I brought 2 amazing, wonderful, intelligent, funny and quirky kids into this world. I know they will do amazing things! I've had a really hard life: slept in my own car, 'danced' to survive, fought for everything I have, dealt with abuse from the people who should love you no matter what, dealt with abuse from those I chose to share my life with. I finally, am happy. I'm still lacking things I want but, I have all I need. A boyfriend who no matter how hard I push him away, will never leave. You see, I have bi-polar disorder, borderline personality disorder and a MASSIVE anxiety disorder. I have been fighting my whole life to be 'normal'. It took years for me to realize that 'normal' doesn't exist. And that my life is my own and I own it. This is the first blog that will show you my life, my experiences and my opinions. You won't always agree but, that is the beauty in life! Differences create beauty, you just have to look at them in the right light! I hope you enjoy my blogs and if not, oh well. Stop reading. Live life, Dream big, Love what you do!